i have this!!
(via im-perf3cti0ns)
so..
just spent the entire weekend (not to mention my first mothers day) in the ER with Ayden.
He had a fever of 105.6!! and almost started having seizures. Scary stuff especially as mom and alone, with no one to come and be there for me or with me.
Ayden is a trooper though.
They tried his arms, hands and legs to put an IV in but they couldn’t after trying so many times so they had to do one in his head, and that made me loose it and scared me so bad.
he ended up having some severe sickness that they are still testing and its just hard right now for me.
I have no issuance.
a not incredibly paying job.
no family or friends near by.
no childsupport.
soooo I’m alone.
and its hard.
but all i know is i have to be super strong for my sick baby.
he’s everything to me and i can’t fall down because he needs me.
so prayers would be so excellent.
prayers for strength that i can be the double parent he needs, and be the comforting mother he needs, and to have all these scary tests come back negative.
